I had some pretty difficult times and years. Yes, I did and it is continuous. I always wondered why did God put me through so much pain and suffering. I always told him that I did everything I could to be a good person. I told him that I did everything I could within my abilities to give what I could and contribute my time, effort and money. Why did you still put me through so much hell? I never did understand until I literally lost it all. You see, I learnt that God was always watching over & protecting me. He was always making sure that I was being able to withstand the pain & suffering to make me stronger for bigger things ahead. Why do I know this? I am still alive and I am still growing to be a better version of myself. It's funny. We do not get what we want. But we have to work very very hard to earn what we deserve when God says that it is the right time. He knows best. So if you are having a tough time, don't stop moving forward as He will not let you fail yourself. So don't decide to fail. We are all just one day away from what we really deserve in his time. I am grateful. Covid 19 & all our troubles will also pass us by.